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Life is like a piano

The white keys represent happiness and the black keys represent sadness. But as you go through life, remember that the black keys make music too.

(Source: yuku-flan, via cwisnachoxo)

I just feel like typing all of a sudden.
I don’t know what to type, but I just want to type something.
I guess I’ll talk about how this crappy Memorial day weekend is coming along. I didn’t even want Friday off in the first place, it’s weird.
So, yesterday, Friday, I worked on throwing with some friends. Actually, it was more like mindless hucking. We hung out and went to get some frozen yogurt, and smoothie, which was nice I guess.
Later, I went to a friend’s house to hang out with her before she went to celebrate her birthday at the great wolf lodge. I couldn’t celebrate with her though because states is this weekend…
Today, I didn’t do much, just read, and lazed around like always. I was going to go watch the guys play today, but I didn’t..too much partying I suppose. I hope they did well, they really are amazing. They can be one of the best, they really can.
We might eat out later, but I don’t really want to get my lazy ass out of the house while it likes being lazy.
Also, it sucks that I can’t watch anime since anime season is down D:
I miss him.
Tomorrow is states. Hopefully I’ll get my shit together, or whatever the hell is bothering me, and hopefully, we can come out okay. I sound like I’m talking like I’m the only player I didn’t mean it to come out that way…I just hope I don’t cost us anything.
I miss him..
Monday, it’s the Memorial day parade. I didn’t ask if I could go yet. Might be too much partying. Yeah, “partying”. No other plans really, but the stores will probably be closed that day..hope not..I’d like to go to starbucks or something. Calm the nerves.
I miss him…
Tuesday is the banquet. That’s about it.
I still miss him. That fucking asshole.
This weekend was suppose to be about forgetting him.
Fuckin fuck fuck